Monday, October 26, 2009
Like omg so much things to do soo little time:/ So busy with sch no time for hon anymore. And that makes me sad:/ I need to lose weight rosy is punishing herself. Mmhmm. So now i've got soccer,ballet and touch ruggy to keep me fatless. Yes(: Like socccer is fun ttm oh me gee i'm ok with balls i guess. Just dont understand why it doesnt wanna stick to me but chooses to go to my opponent. *Frowns. Ok back to studying. Out.
Sorry love!!
I'll give you a kiss when i see you next(:
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Omg last day of sch much(:
Oh goodness its been long since i ranted. Ha. Well lets start by saying this week has been the boomz of all since hols started.
Wed
Went out with prissy, haseenah,krysten,shar and sharifar(: Soul gardened after 283628 yrs.
Yes and heres the boomz i stayed out till 10.45. Halleluya!! Ahahaha. What? My dad happens to be the typical strict indian without the turban ok.
Thurs
Someone ditched my ass so i went ALONE for training. Ahahah. Met Lucia then started training. My first match!!!! Damn tiring but soo bloody fun though i probably pissed everyone off cos i was a newbie. Ha. I love marking men. " Oats navy blue is yours!! Gill incoming ugly green shoes!!'
Fri
First went to boyfriend's hse. Wanted to play xbox but failed slept instead he didnt change his bed sheet. Gosh. *Glares. Then met prissy and elenanana for dinner at manhattan fish market where char and her entourage came to steal our food and $10 voucher. Ahahaha.
Today my whole entire family left for kuching so rosy is omgly so lonely at home. I'm ditching ballet and going for training. I call the shots when they're not in. Eating on the couch walking around in.... Ok info overload. Out.
You couldn't have
loved me better.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Last week of hols!! Ah well. I cant stop telling love that i'm fat and its getting on his nerves. And i know that cos he tried CARRYING me ytd. Ya can you believe it some bamboo stick carrying a boulder?! Zomg la plox. Ahahahhaha.
And i'll keep my heart
close to yours.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Well love and i sorted it out last night or at least i think we tried. Ahahahaha. It still feels kinda awkward but should be ok after awhile. He just has to earn it back. Hor? Ahahaha. Yeah talked to honeystars last night felt so much better. Last week of attachment. Whoo hoo(: Ohoh and ytd love and i caught fame nice. I like it when i lie on him then can hear his heart beat. So fast one like abnormal heart rate. Ha.
You took something perfect
And painted it red.
Saturday, October 03, 2009
Attachment this 2 weeks has been draining me out. Goodness the things i do and see in the ward is beyond my wildest imagination. Ha. But its kinda life changing and has been making me think alot. I found out something and i really wish i didnt. Cos i feel very hurt. I'd have understood if you had told me i really would. Ok maybe i would have been a bit disappointed but i'd have understood. Then i heard it frm someone else and really the feeling was like 'Omg like i didnt know till now? How stupid can i be'
But i thought bout it and i know why you did it. You didnt want to hurt me and make me worry. But it was just worst when i found out. But its alrite now. Cos besty is right i know the feeling and i just want you to know i'll always be here when you need me(:
Little did i know.
That butterflies watched you
pass me by.
Naive was I.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
I HATE MYSELF.
How did you
get here under
my skin?
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Its hols now boring much? Attachment is starting nxt week. And zomg shitass i'm on noon shift too that means till 9pm!!! Sucker. Hmmm hope it'll be ok i'm nervous. What if i do something wrong or forget everything and they're bleeding there. Crap?!
Ok then theres the mumsy prob. I hate getting in her way cos she just takes it out on me. And its just so effing irritating that i get all the crap. Like hello i'm no dirtbag la. And i quit netball gonna join touch which makes me happy. Oh but guess what ppl arent and i'm just so tired. When i'm happy ppl are dissappointed in me when i'm unhappy ppl are happy for me. Sometimes i dont know who i am anymore. Whatever.
Ohh i had a weird dream today i dreamt of my MI friends. Ahahahha.
Whos that girl
Living my life?