Wednesday, December 03, 2008
I gotta let it out. Babes are right why torture myself any longer. Did you ever think for a second that i wouldnt realise all thats happening? Why you changed yr blog password. Elena and i arnt stupid. It hurts most to know that i cant change anything. I thought i could fix it but i guess you dont want to. I cant sleep at night cos i keep thinking of what you said. What you said bout being me being poor, desperate, jealous, no taste, etc. What you said bout my friends was the worst. Well you know what? I dont care if i'm poor cos i'm happy. If i'm so desperate i'd have thrown myself at any guy. And i joined tuition was to get help in maths. If i wanted to know boys i'd do it somewhere else dont you worry. If i'm jealous of you going overseas why didnt i send in my application. Why would i be jealous of my own friend. Why am i asking qns you'll never wanna know the ans. Who cares if i dont have taste. You bought the dress i said was nice. Contradicting much. You can tell your mum, dad or sis everything. In the end the truth will come out. Then we'll see who'll be banged. I'm not trying to be someone else but i'd like to know who are you. Cos right now yr a bitch. I'm not the kind who'd confront. But maybe one day when i loose it i'll like to ask, wtf is your problem. Because i'm tired i really am. I want to know what made you change. Because its killing me to know i cant change you back. Even after everything you'll always be the one who went thru with me my worstest and bestest times. Maybe its just me not you. Oh ants do have arseholes and i need a job soon.
Not even God has the answer.
When did it all go wrong?