Monday, January 12, 2009
Got back results today. Still in shock. I was shaking so hard i could feel Elena's struggle to hold me up. Then while crying i started laughing it was funny really knowing that everyone else is feeling the same way you are. Then went to Ikea with the boys. Cheered me up temporarily. I'm so confused. I dont know anything anymore. Dont know what to feel or think or do. My head is just so filled up that its empty get it? I cant cry no more cos i'm drained. Exhausted maybe i should just let everything go.
As my tears dried
The world turned solid
Frozen as you called my name.